Category: My Mind

  • I’m shouting because you hurt me in the worst way possible. I’m shouting because in some fucked up way, despite everything. I still love you. I’m shouting because I want to hate you. I’m shouting because I’m angry. I’m shouting…

    Why am I shouting?
  • For a long time, I thought “regaining control” meant taking action — making bold moves, drawing lines in the sand, walking away with my head high. And in some ways, it is that. But what I’ve come to learn recently…

    What Gaining Control Really Looks Like (And Why It’s Not What I Thought)
  • Sometimes, the smallest moments expose the biggest truths. For me, it wasn’t the arguments, the silence, or even the heartbreak that made things crystal clear.It was the dogs. After a long period of reflection and emotional exhaustion, I told my…

    When the Dogs Became the Dealbreaker
  • This is an unscheduled post, so posts after it will be a bit older than when this happened. Only by a day or so, but I wanted to share this one as it’s kind of huge. There’s something uniquely cruel…

    She Lied Even When the Truth Was Right in Front of Her
  • I opened myself up again.Despite the trauma.Despite the last time nearly breaking me.Despite every instinct telling me to shut it all down and go numb.I stayed. I felt it. I fought. But I think I’ve just been swinging at shadows.

    Fighting for Something That Was Already Gone
  • I don’t know if this is a turning point or the end of the road. I guess that’s the kind of thing you only figure out looking back. Right now, all I know is that I made a mess of…

    Too Late, or Just In Time?
  • It’s strange how the spaces we once called home can feel so foreign. Returning to the family home, even just temporarily, has stirred up a whirlwind of emotions, and I’m beginning to question everything I thought I understood about myself,…

    Untangling the Knots of Old and New Emotions
  • Examining the Intersection of Identity and Political Consistency In recent years, political discourse has shifted in profound ways, exposing an unsettling tension between personality-driven allegiance and adherence to tangible policy principles. At the heart of this paradox lies the figure…

    Personality Over Policy: The Trump Paradox and the Illusion of Principles
  • It’s taken me about a week to come to this realisation. When my wife told me she didn’t think things were working anymore, I went into what I can only describe as a state of stubborn denial. I felt the…

    A Quiet Realisation: Reflections on Separation and Self-Discovery
  • As I navigate the aftermath of our breakup, I find myself grappling with a swirl of emotions that defy easy categorization. While part of me feels a sense of relief that we were able to arrive at this decision together,…

    Understanding the Emotions in an Amicable Breakup
  • We often hear politics described as a battle between the left and the right — Labour vs. Tories, Democrats vs. Republicans, socialism vs. capitalism. But sometimes, it starts to feel like that whole divide is less about genuine choice and…

    The Illusion of Choice? Left, Right, and the Politics of Division